Video Chatting

Such a wonderful thing, including when it's so clear and crisp! As of right now, I'm video chatting with my soon to be fiance (as some people would say, because I have no ring, but we are for sure getting married. Already have a date picked out and I'm already doing the wedding planning)

I've been on this thing with him since

8:20pm (California time)

9:20pm (Idaho time)
and it's 1am/2am

This long distance thing SUCKS! But we are trying to handle it quite well. We are just on video chat as he is doing his homework. He didn't do it during the weekend, when he was suppose to. But instead he went to go to Island Park, Idaho for the weekend with his second family; The Mickelsens. I've told him a few times to go do his homework, he has done some. But mostly been sleeping and out riding on the snowmobiles. I told him to put the screen away so he doesn't see me. Well I could tell when he's lying to me or not, and he sure did not put that screen away. I see him checking me out on the corner of his eye, which where I'm at on his screen. Oh boy. I love him too much!!

But let me tell you, this separation thing sucks! Like all we want to do is be with each other, we both can't get enough of each other.  We constantly think about each other non stop. It's like a drug. He is off at school at BYU Idaho, while I'm home with my parents. Because I didn't want to keep paying rent where I was staying before in Palmdale. Even though I had a job! At a daycare and as a babysitter. Miss all those kids that I watch. But I will go see them with Jason in April when he comes down for spring break.

Just hearing Jason's voice makes my whole day. Sometimes we try and hurry up the things we need to get done. Okay HE trys and hurry up with the things he needs to get done. Since I'm just here in Santa Maria with my parents, and haven't found a job, but I am trying to sell my car here on 

Link Below!

Craiglist

We had a few interest. One even wanted to go ahead and look at the car, but she got sick and whatnot. So we might even just switch the location to San Jose or Palmdale or Idaho even. Life is hard, but even you know something is right and you love it so much-you got to work hard for what you want. Even if it fails in the end, you still got to work at it. No matter what it is, marriage, a job, to move out of parents house or anything; you just have to work hard for what you want.

Oh boy, now there's this song playing over on Jason's computer "My Heart Will Go On" and all I see as I'm typing is Jason interpretative dancing <3 Oh how much I love him. Always knows how to make me laugh and smile!

GIRLS: Something that you should know, Guys really do talk to other guys about their girl! Really they do. As I was video chatting with Jason. Him and his roommates where chatting about a girl that one of the roommates are dating. Well I won't get into detail, since it's personal. But I just want to point it out there that they really do talk about their girls.